Another mass shooting in America. This is now part of our culture. Second rate countries are warning their citizens of the dangers in America. America used to be a global destination, now, we have the ratings of a middle eastern town. White terrorists are everywhere. After September 11 the news all across this country was... Continue Reading →

Shameless Plug

Over the last year I've been writing and producing a podcast called paul now podcast, the original idea was to talk about the gay culture in DFW but that seems to fizzle out once Pride is over, as it does in most cities. So about four months ago I revamped my direction and decided to... Continue Reading →

This is not a Political post

Can we look around at the state of this union for a minute? This country is a total mess. We have criminals running the highest office in the land. If we don't take a stand we will lose the fabric of what America was built on. The forefathers didn't think about mass shooters or uneducated... Continue Reading →

a child in exile

It was raining steady but the boy was bored and his mother was nowhere to be found. So he put on his coat and boots and walked out into the rain. He quickly realized that all the other children were probably inside wrapped up in blankets eating gold foiled chocolates in recliners.

Maybe You Weren’t Meant to Know

What makes people settle? When I look back at my life I can pick out many moments when I knew I was making bad choices and I still let them play out. I put myself myself in all kinds of situations, my attitude would sway but I never forgot who I was. For me it was always about the story. I knew those bad choices would give me a story to tell some day, and those stories have become timeless to me, they have defined me. I make choices based on those experiences. I've never felt that I would live in those terrible decisions because I never felt trapped in them. When the fun was over I'd get into my car and drive on to the next thing. Being alone never troubled me, being lonely was impossible.

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